But it's not your fault. For God's sake, we are all made of our choices and not the choices of others. I blame myself for not jumping on the art-wagon earlier. I could have produced so many comics by now.
Now I feel trapped by what I think you will think when I start charging for my art. Soon it won't matter, of course. Soon I won't be able to draw in a sharable manner anymore. Poisoned by my own stupid inability to take charge of myself. I waited for someone to save me, and I will perish in the long run because of it.